Isnin, 16 Januari 2012

I'm Dragon... and this is my year...




The Dragon personality The Dragon is a creature of myth and legend. A symbol of good fortune and sign of intense power, the Oriental Dragon is regarded as a divine beast - the reverse of the malicious monster that Westerners felt necessary to find and slay. In Eastern philosophy, the Dragon is said to be a deliverer of good fortune and a master of authority. Therefore, those people born in Dragon years are to be honored and respected.

The key to the Dragon personality is that Dragons are the free spirits of the Zodiac. Conformation is a Dragon's curse. Rules and regulations are made for other people. Restrictions blow out the creative spark that is ready to flame into life. Dragons must be free and uninhibited. The Dragon is a beautiful creature, colorful and flamboyant. An extroverted bundle of energy, gifted and utterly irrepressible, everything Dragons do is on a grand scale - big ideas, ornate gestures, extreme ambitions. However, this behavior is natural and isn't meant for show. Because they are confident, fearless in the face of challenge, they are almost inevitably successful. Dragons usually make it to the top. However, Dragon people be aware of their natures. Too much enthusiasm can leave them tired and unfulfilled. Even though they are willing to aid when necessary, their pride can often impede them from accepting the same kind of help from others. Dragons' generous personalities give them the ability to attract friends, but they can be rather solitary people at heart. A Dragon's self-sufficiency can mean that he or she has no need for close bonds with other people.




DRAGON ELEMENT

The characteristics of the Dragon Sign are tempered by one of the five Chinese elements of Metal, Water, Wood, Fire and Earth overlaying a 5-year cycle of characteristics on the original 12-year cycle.

THE METAL DRAGON 1940 AND 2000

Truthful but extreme, courageous but unyielding, Metal Dragons have a strength similar to the Dragon fire. Metal Dragons succeed through determination. They are mighty and respect people who stand up to them. In troubled times, these Dragons make great allies, but become ferocious challengers. Metal Dragons can often calm others through their forceful personalities. They seek action, and things are never better than when they are defending a thought or belief about which they have complete faith. Metal Dragons like to lead, and have an affect that makes others want to follow them. Yet even if they attract no support they will fight alone.

THE WATER DRAGON 1952 AND 2012

Water has a calming effect on the Dragon's fearless temperament. Water allows the Dragon to re-direct its enthusiasm, and makes him more perceptive of others. These Dragons are better equipped to take a step back to re-evaluate a situation because they understand the art of patience and do not desire the spotlight like other Dragons. Therefore, they make smart decisions and are able to see eye-to-eye with other people. However, their actions can go wrong if they do not research or if they do not finish one project before starting another.

THE WOOD DRAGON 1904 AND 1964

Wood has a modifying influence and brings creativity to this sign. Questioning and liberal, Wood Dragons enjoy talking about original ideas and are open to other points of view. They are innovative, imaginative practical and appreciate art in each of its forms. Generally less pretentious than other Dragons, Wood Dragons have an ability to get along with other people. They have the essentials to build a prosperous and happy life for themselves. Still, Wood Dragons are outspoken and at times a bit pushy to quell everyone, even in the most friendly quarrel.

THE FIRE DRAGON 1916 AND 1976

The Fire Dragon is a powerful force to be reckoned with. This is a Dragon doubled! The Fire Dragon can move from calm and collected to combustible in a matter of seconds. In some ways the Fire Dragon is his or her own worst enemy. These Dragons cannot help feeling they are valuable and all-knowing. When they are right their vehemence and vigor is an asset to the cause, and though they value objectivity, they do not always employ the best decision-making measures, and sometimes jump to the wrong conclusion. They also suffer from recklessness and quick tempers. Yet, when they do keep their temper, emotions, and rivaling spirit under control, they emanate a commanding influence on other people.

THE EARTH DRAGON 1928 AND 1988

Earth Dragons make great managers because they are practical, levelheaded and demonstrate a knack for organizing. They still have the need to dictate and be admired, but they are affable, congenial and supportive. Compared to other Dragons, Earth Dragons are less likely to breathe fire at the least irritation. They will work diligently to complete their life goals. The Earth element adds a greater portion of self-control to the Dragon's personality and usually the Earth Dragon is deserving of the respect he or she desires. These Dragons take their life and romantic responsibilities quite seriously.



THE DRAGON IN LOVE

IRRESISTIBLE ATTRACTION
People love Dragons so much because they are generous, charismatic, irresistible, and so brave that standing beside them banishes fear. They generate excitement and turn heads anywhere they go. They are free-spirited and impulsive and can help others achieve their dreams. Others love to be around Dragons because they have a way of making people feel better. Dragons are quick to fall in love, but do not surrender their independence easily leaving most of them to live life by themselves. Yet, an smart, witty, and funny companion may intrigue the Dragon long enough to make him want to get married. And once the Dragon becomes committed, he is unlikely to ever leave.

THE DRAGON LOVE PARTNER
It takes someone with thick skin who is easygoing to be a Dragon's partner, because, despite their sentimental characters, they can be moody, and insensitive. Many people will want to run when the Dragon's temper is provoked. Chinese horoscopes are very specific about which partnerships have the potential to be successful in love and in business. Yet, though destiny can point us in the right direction, we must still make all efforts to maintain loving relationships.


Rabu, 4 Januari 2012

Its 2012....


well... pejam celik.. pejam celik.. akhirnye kite dah jejak 2012...
mmg masa rasa cepat jer berlalu... dan kite masih terus menapak...

Firasat aku menyatakan...
2012 bakal menjadi tahun yg sunyi dan statik buat aku... baik dari segi love life maupun kerjaya..
means... i'll be living quietly, peacefully and.... boring!!

tak mcm 2011... roller coaster sgt hidup aku... and mostly menjunam teruk laa...
segala kata2 kesat aku terima darik "die" ...
bertapa benci yg membuak2 die pada aku...

takper la...
maybe tahun nie masa utk aku review balik arah hala tuju hidup aku..
iye la... usia bertambah... tapi hidup still tahap yg sama...
so, i have to plan something utk mengubah nasib aku di 2013 nanti... insyallah..

apapun... 2012 nie
aku hanya akan jadi pemerhati utk teman2 yg akan merasai turun naik life mereka di 2012 nie...
ganbatte!


Khamis, 23 Jun 2011

Get It Right...


kita hanya manusia...
terlalu banyak kesilapan yg kita buat, bukan dengan niat...
dan kita terpaksa menangung akibat dari kesilapan kite itu... dengan keterpaksaan...

kita cuba sedaya upaya utk membetulkan kesilapan kita ...
dan selalunye... ia memburukan lagik keadaan...
kita mencuba... dan terus mencuba...
hinggalah... tiada apa lagik yg tinggal utk diri kita sendiri...

akhirnya diri kita di buang...
tiada lagi maruah diri utk di bela....

Get It Right...

What have I done? I wish I could run
Away from this ship goin' under
Just tryin' to help, hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is
On my shoulders
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right

Can I start again with my faith shaken?
'Cause I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I'll get through this
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right


So I throw up my fist
Throw a punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair
Yeah, I'll send down a wish
Yeah, I'll send up a prayer
And finally, someone will see
How much I care!


What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right

Rabu, 8 Jun 2011

Supporting Actor


Well... Kite selalu tgok kat movie, drama or baca novel dan pastinye wujud watak2 sampingan called "Supporting Actor" @ Watak Pembantu. Tugas Supporting Actor nie simple je... Sebagai penambah perisa dan meramaikan suasana...

Kalau kisah hero n heroin akan dicerita sampai " happy ever after"... Tapi kisah supporting actor nie just sekerat jalan je... Tergantung! walaupun kekadang watak supporting actor nie lebih banyak menolong hero... tapi kisah pengorbanan dia mcm tak dihargai...

Kekadang, aku terfikir... Apa kesudahan citer utk supporting actor nie? Happy? Sedih? Maybe dia bukan sehensem hero or seayu heroin... Tapi pelakon pembantu nie pun punye hati dan perasaan gak... Pasti dia pun nakkan kisah hidupnye sebahagia hero dan kasih cintanye seceria heroin...

Kite pun sebenarnya tak sedar... Kita pun hanya supporting actor... Yg maner kisah hidup kite bukanlah tumpuan... Kisah cinta kita bukanlan ikutan... Dan kite hanyalah sekadar watak tambahan utk watak2 utama di sekeliling kita...

Walau segigih mana kite utk menjadi diri kite sebagai pelakon utama.. Namun watak kite tetap takkan berubah... itu aku mula sedar kini...
hampa, sudah pasti... sedih, tetap terasa... bila diakhir usaha, kita sedari.. kewujudan kite hanyalah bila perlu... dan tumpuan pada kita hanyalah seketika...

aku mula belajar utk menerima hakikat...
aku tak kisah utk tenggelam menjadi watak tambahan... aku dah biasa hanya menjadi pak pacak dlm memeriahkan suasana... aku ok hanya sekadar menjadi pilihan 3-4 di kala bosan...

sbbnye.... aku tak mahu diri aku menjadi bahan penceritaan... aku tak mahu kisah hidup aku jadi bualan... aku tak mahu susah sedih aku jadi tatapan...

biarlah aku tenggelam... biarlah aku tidak di pandang...
yg pastinye kisah hidup sebagai Supporting Actor tetap ada penghujung ceritanye...

Isnin, 6 Jun 2011

0606... mimpi ngeri...


6 June... tiba lagik...
pukul 10:37am... dia melafazkan kata2 itu...
di saat itu aku menjadi org asing utk dia...

mudah kan...!

aku yg menerima...
sakit ... hanya tuhan jer yg tau...
kalau di siat seluruh tubuh badan pun...
tak sesakit pedih disiat di hati...

aku hampir mengambil jalan singkat...
utk menghilangkan rasa siksa..
tapi nyata... tuhan dan teman2 memberi aku semangat...

dari kejauhan aku melihat dia bahagia...
tersenyum ceria bersama org baru...
bahagia...

dlm diam aku sedar...
aku bukanlah org terbaik utk dia...
mungkin aku tak pernah jadi mimpi indahnye...
aku pasrah dan akur...

kini setahun berlalu...
alhamdulilah... aku masih mampu melangkah...
sesekali mengimbau detik itu... masih lagik terasa pedihnye..
namun... makin tabah utk melalui hari2 esok...
agar bertemu mimpi indah utk aku...

Jumaat, 20 Mei 2011

adakah dia utk ku?


mengenali dia bukan di rancang...
sesaat mata bertaup...
senyum terukir...
terus kami bersapa secara sepontan...

pertemuan kedua juga tidak di rancang...
dia tersenyum kepada aku..
masa tak mengizinkan kami menyapa mesra...
lantas kami bertukar no hp...

tanpa mengharap...
panggilan diterima darinye..
aku tersenyum...

menyusul...
pertemuan demi pertemuan...
senyuman demi senyuman...
perkataan demi perkataan...

nyata ade sesuatu yg menarik dlm dirinye...
sesuatu yg membuatkan aku ingin terus mengenalinye...
sesuatu yg melenyapkan dari kisah silam ku...
sesuatu yg memberi senyumku...

tomorrow never knows...
tapi aku akan hargai masa bersamanye...

Rabu, 4 Mei 2011

Pengorbanan?


kes:
A seorg yg sweet dan berkwn baik dgn B, seorg yg tertib n humble. A punye kekasih hot, C. sbbkan keadaan yg memaksa... A tak dapat meneruskan hubungan dgn C, walaupun masing2 saling menyayangi... dan kerana sayang, A menyuruh B utk menjadi penggantinye sebagai kekasih C... sbbkan A pasti hanya B saja yg layak utk membahagiakan C...

persoalannye:
1. adekah C dapat menerima B sebagai pengganti A?
2. mampukah B menjadi kekasih C yg sentiasa menjadi rebutan...?
3. adekah cinta dan sayang boleh di atur oleh A?

aku adalah B... dan aku dlm dilema...

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